I am going to tell a new story whose ending point is not determined yet.......i mean to say...at this moment when i am starting.
Story begins from a faimly which has three sons.All the three brothers are intelligent and sharp minded.But the main character of the story is the rahul.the name describes as he is the lovable boy........but here something is different.He always want to be NO.1 in the every field of the life and he never pay attention beyond his desire and capability.
I think so you have understand a little about the this character.
Now i think so we should start the story.His childhood spend with the challengs with his father to perform best in the class in the aspect of study.
His father always used to give challenges to him to prove himself 1st in the class.
There is no sports facility and there is no provision of extra curicullium activity in his school.So he always give his attention onn study rather on the sports or any other thing.This is his all about his school life.
If we look on the social life then at the age of the 7 or 8 it is simple.Only the three brothers used to play cricket in there garden or the small field near his home.But the simple life is no more after the age of 8,becase now the population of there residence area increases and new relationship is now going to estalishing all around and he cannot take him away beyond this new phase of the of the life.He also find a new friend as a new neighbour .Actually his family find a new friend.Now there are actually four new members are added.....one as didi...one as his one year senior and one as his elder brother batchmate(1 year senior)..But in the real sense he has got 2 new frinds.He has given his own nick name as classic...and she has also given him a new nick name as ranka.But in the starting of the time he is not frequently talk to her .But her eldest sister always used to talk.So now her sis and ranka becomes as a good friend of her instead with the classic.But no problem as he go her home he always used to talk to her.Now this is the learning phase of the social life but again his study comes under the way.If you want to sucess in the any field of the life you have to give time,you have to practise on that weak position.
as already said that
" BOATS ARE SAFE AT THE HARBOUR BUT THEY ARE NOT MEANT FOR THAT"
The same sititution is here but he has a huge pressure of his study to stand first in the class.Now he has to choose which one is more important and he choose as we can think study.But now at this moment i can say that he can manage both the streams as he change his life style.But as the old person tell every body you can't be ranked 1st ine every field of life .So now he doesn"t think about his social life. Now he does not usally goes to her home.Sometimes his mind doesn"t allow him to study but his mind says to him to go her home but to himself as a couragous boy and who can do as his mind.As a result he always used to fight with his mind.But he never goes to her home.As a result now slowly he and she missing a friend..So called ranka take up his mind his mind in the study but classic has no more friend the boys.Now there is the entry of a new her new friend .he is from his village.Don"t think so he has villager"s attitide.He lived in patna.But in the starting period time of life he doesn"t come so frequently as he comes now.Now there friendship goes deep and deeper.And the place of ranka is taken by a new character a lean and thin .I think so their friendship is more deeper than the ranka - classic because in the childhood he alwways teased to her.But ranka all keep his mind on his study.He has all given his effort to his study.Now he hardly goes to her home one in a month.Now this friendship ecomes a formal talk.But fight of his mind with the social life goes on.As much his fight goes he thinks more about her but he thinks that it is better not to go to her home.Now he doesn"t so much affection and love from her.Now she doesn"t come on the gate at the time of leaving his home.But when ronu (villager's) goes to his home she comes to the gate to see off him.Now so called ranka thinks that he shouldn"t go to her home because when he comes to his home becomes frusted but he can do nothing because he has no time give in this area.He has exam near 2 month.He understand himself that if he stood good rank in the merit list then may be he able to give any remakale imge to herself but he doesn"t understand the cyco of this sweet girl....she doesn"t want a successful or brilliant boy as a friend but he wants only a careing friend.(latter period of time he understood)
All his drems breaks when he is not able to take even not a single posotion in the merit list.But he has again one more chance for the next year.Now he becomes more rude about social life .He has given up all his friends and concentrating his mind on his study.
Now he used to become happy by hearing her voice or seeing her at house"s gate or in the balcony of her house.He thinks that not to talk to her or forcefully study gives him sucess.But (this was his biggest misunderstanding of his life.)
Again result comes and he is not in list of sucessful students.This is the heart breaking news for him.He has lost all thing.He becomes a beggar suddenly he has nothing to lost now.All thing name , fame , friend and now the whole world seems to be enemy for him.
And now at last GOd help him but a little bit.He has got admission in his field of interest(and that field of interest comes from her classic :) ).And now he has to go to chennai much far from his native place.He knows that he is not able to go to home very frequently.He can come home only after six months.But he has no option.He has to go.
He never forgets that last day.Last day she specially comes to him at his home two times to say GOOD BYE.His train is at afternoon but it is delayed by five hours but he don"t know that fact.She says GOOD BYE with a sweet smile.He nevers forget that simile ever in his smile.But he has to again come to home due to late train.She again come to his home at the evening but she has a excuse of pooja.At that day there is a pooja at the evening .So her mother comes to his home for the pooja.She also came .She knows that his train is late and he is again at home.He thinks that she comes to only for you.
what is the fact no one knows that she comes for him or not except she.
The time goes on.He has gone to bangalore with high dreams.He starts working hard for gaining all the dreams.But again he is not able to find all the dream comes to true but he is trying till now.
After that time two more semester holidays are there .He tried his best to fill up that gap.He wants to become her best friend.He nearly got sucess but in life all things never go as we wish .when the last day comes he is again not able to find what he wants to do because he knows that there is no space for the love. He knows that ther is no end point of this story.Finally he decideed that he is not going to meet her. He has again wait for the next holiday to see the new way of the life.
This blank space shows the in betwen story..............
Now this is the 3 rd (after six months) holiday.Now he is matured as he thinks.He thinks that now he independent of the meetings.Even afer meeting with her he is able to take command on himself as he thinks.He waits for that moment that is able to control himself or not.Finally he got sucess .Now he is sucessful to made her as a good friend.Now he is also normal and things are going good.But he not free from the simple human nature.Ronu has also reached to patna.He is also now studying in the chennai.He has come and now instead of me he is her best friend :( .
This is my last day of third sem holiday.I am wating for some one but my wish is no logner seems to be completed.I want to go to her home but my ego not allow me to go to her home.My mind tells at least one day she should come only for me.I have seen her near my neighbour"s home.I feel jelous and i want to give a preach to my mind that she is no longer my best friend and Now she is only best friend of only sonu.Some time my mind says to go to her home but sometime it don"t allow me to go to her house.I can see her house she is alone i can go to her home and tell her all my mind expressioon but i don"t know something prevent me to go.I belive that whatever your mind say do that but this time i am not able to do as my mind say.I also know that this is my last time to meet her because tommorow early morning i am leaving my home to bangalore.Now all my chances lasts.Her father has come to her house.Now again i am alone with my dreams and my wishes.I am seeing my wishes dieing in front of me.But again my ego wins whatever a have lost my desire.My mind at least happy for a moment.My mind reminds me some inspiriational lines such as "All things are always right for everyone only depends on you how you see all the event".I also think that may be something good in favour of me because everything happens good for me by the grace of GOD.Now the sun is setting in the west and all my wishes are dieing in the sky.Ok I will manage my life happy .No one is so important for me that i will become sad as i think. I will always miss her .......................
Now i think that i have understanding the life ..............and feeling better.....................
This is the last part but not the end of the story.Now he has gone in the last holiday of sem break after that he will finish his degree course.One thing common he sees until ronu not comes to his house she talks very sweetly and with love but after that all love and care goes off :( .he has gone to home for 8 days( a little naa).Now he got the job.Till now he thinks that she might be her good friend but now every things suddenly (not to say suddenly as it comes frm the last sem holiday itself ...so gradually) breaks and the feeling that she loves other whatever...may be some other thing...may be that ronu... i dont know.....But now one thing he can understand that she is not ever his friend.There is her birthday in between his holidays.before one day her birthday ,he talked with her for a long time and told her that he will not come toomo as the character always avoid the crowd and in her house tomo many guests are invited.One more thing , at that day she has recorded a conversion with her little cousine in which little one has many question related to her birthday.But ranka don't know this.now her birthday date came.In the evening He(ranka) plays that recorded one.There is one question in which whom you want to invite.... :) a nice ques naaa .... But in the ans no where ranka name was there...a dissapointed ans as he expect his name still (as till nw he came to know that she is not his even friend).But still he gone to buy some beautiful and memorable gift...but he was not able to find as he wants ....At last he decided not to go her home.Instead of that day he decided to go her home next day.On that day he has completed his whole work with his father so that last two days he will be free and most probably spent wit her. But the story was different on the next day,he went to her home.He sat there 45 min but hears only 10 words from her.He wanted to say sorry but even she has not given the moment to say sorry.After that he returned home.But he knows that his absence dosen't affected her because ronu is there and many other one.(especially ronu).Now he understood he was out from her story a long year back but his (classic's) mind doesn't able to believe that one.He understood that he is alone and now he has to do for his country and for his family ,as he has mind ............................
still some sharp turn's of life left...... :)
